Right now there are a lot of questions that I don't have answers to and quite frankly, my friends Big Mac and Fries seem to make me feel more at peace than Weight Watchers does at this moment.
Does this mean I'm giving up??
I'm just giving myself one week to get my head wrapped around the things in my life that have just taken a sudden change and figure out which direction the winds are blowing. Monday I will start with fresh weekly points, a fresh weigh-in and more knowledge than I have today. I should know a lot more about things (and thus be able to deal with them in a more effective manor) by Monday.
Its MY journey and on MY journey I take breaks when I feel like I need them. Its part of my version of balance. Hopefully one day I will be so set in my ways that I have better ways of dealing with stresses but today the choice is: more stress and anxiety (the situation I have to deal with PLUS the fact that I'm struggling) OR less stress and anxiety and an easier time concentrating on important temporary matters.
I'm not saying it's the right way, I'm saying that at this time in my journey its MY way.